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18 August 2007 @ 05:56 am
Honesty. 1/1  
Title: Honesty.
Author: Tripp (nyappypyon)
E-mail: silly.god.disco_@hotmail.com
Rating: PG
Form: One-shot
Genre: Dramatic? I guess.
Pairing: Kangmin (Kangin/sungmin)
Fandom: Super Junior
Disclaimer: I do not own these boys much to my dismay.
Beginning notes: Italics are thoughts.
Summary: Why can't Kangin stick with his decisions? Well, you'd find it hard, too.

He stood in front of the younger man, staring at his feet. He didn't dare look into his delicate eyes, in fear of seeing his soul shattering. The older man believed this was for the best. Was it? Was it really for the best...

I have to do it. I just, I just have to... "This isn't working out," he told his companion, wondering if those were the right words. Wondering how bad those words would hurt...

I don't want you to leave! I love you so much... "It's okay, Kangin. I'm completely fine with your decision," the younger said, his words were trembling, and his lip quivered as he held back his tears.

No you aren't! Please, won't you protest?! I don't want to do this... "I'm glad you understand, Sungmin, it makes this easier," the older spoke, still staring at his feet.

Nothing will make this easier! You don't get it, do you?! "I'm sure it does. Is there anything else that you need to say, hyung?" Sungmin whispered, as if he didn't want Kangin to hear. As if he really didn't want to know.

Of course! There's plenty! But how am I supposed to say it... "I don't think so. I'm so sorry..." Kangin felt tear surface his eyes, but he whiped it away quickly. What was he doing still standing there?

I'm sure you are. If you're so sorry, then why are you doing it? "No, really, it's okay, hyung. I'm going to be completely okay..."

Why are we lying to each other? Why can't we tell the truth? Oh, screw it! "Shut up," Kangin muttered.

He grabbed onto the smaller man's shoulders, pulling him closer to his chest. He could hear Sungmin whimper, and felt his arms wrap around his own body. It was raining outside, everyone else in the dorm was asleep, and the lights were turned off. Though he could hear slight sobbing, Kangin wasn't sure if Sungmin was crying or not. A smile crept onto his face as he remembered the night he told Sungmin how he felt, and Sungmin returned the feelings, smiling like there was no tomorrow for him.

Kangin lifted Sungmin's chin and rubbed his cheek, getting rid of any tears that rested there.

You're so cute when you cry, I wish you could cry all the time, but not because of me. I want to be able to comfort you. "Sh, please don't cry," Kangin whispered.

You're confusing me. It's hard not to cry... Just say you love me, please? "I-I'm sorry, hyung..."

Enough with the apologies! Isn't obvious I didn't mean it? "I didn't mean it, Sungmin. I really didn't mean it..." Finally, the truth. It feels nice...

It just hurts so much. But, I know you didn't mean it... "I know you didn't," the younger whispered, leaning his head on the older's chest. Honest is good for a relationship to grow, or at least that's what I've heard...

I want to pretend this never happened. I never want to lose you... "Say, Sungmin," Kangin whispered, entwining his fingers in the younger man's.

What is it? Something important? I bet it isn't, though it would be nice... "Yes, hyung?"

I want to say this with the upmost respect... "I'm truly sorry. I love you." Kangin tangled his fingers in Sungmin's golden locks.

Please don't lie to me... "That's good," Sungmin smiled contently, "I love you, too."

No more keeping secrets.

I'm glad you can still hold me. "Hyung, never stop."

I won't. "I won't."

Foot notes: It's 6:01 am, and I'm dead tired. I created this community with only this story. I'll try to write another tomorrow. This idea was kind of... just there. I had to go with it, Kangmin makes the world happy.

I'm going to work on this community a bit, then get some sleep.
Current Mood: tiredtired
xoxohmy_julietxoxohmy_juliet on August 19th, 2007 01:09 am (UTC)

Juju just wanted to leave a comment before reading :333
♡ 또 택하면 돼 내 삶의 Concept ♫ Wonderboy ♡: Eunhyuk; Saranghae yonyappypyon on August 19th, 2007 01:10 am (UTC)
YAY -is lovedddd-
xoxohmy_julietxoxohmy_juliet on August 19th, 2007 01:14 am (UTC)
So cute.

Wahah Tripp Dongsaenng I adored it <3
only_cookie on October 12th, 2007 03:48 am (UTC)
I agree, Kangmin makes the world happy :D
hehe, i love this one-shot. kangmin needs more
authors to write fics. lol. keep on with kangmin yahh

mairasmmairasm on May 23rd, 2008 08:58 pm (UTC)
I just recently discovered this cute couple!! I think they're in denial!! hashshhsh
Anyways, I loved the fic!! Please, write more!!